Is it true?

Is it true?
Is it really such a thing as an ancestral curse?
My mum warned me but I didn't care but I'm feeling it right now...
She gets the jobs...
She gets the prizes...
She gets the networks...
But I have nothing...
No job...
No prize...
No network...
Am I destined to always gonna be second fiddle?
Do I really wanna live like this for the rest of my life?
Can I handle it? Can I REALLY take it?
or is this just my ego talking...