Thursday, November 19, 2009

你们最近还好吗


虽然要来美国是我自己的选择,但是我偶尔还是会想你们的!想着假如我没离开马来西亚的话我的生活是如何的?我的命运会不会不一样?

离开一年到国外读书,虽然是免费的,但是依然是一年!那时回学院时却是人面不知何处去,桃花依然笑春风,那孤单的感觉是难以想象的。

眼巴巴的看着大家毕业而我依然还在读着书!!!不能跟我一起经过悲伤与快乐,困难与爽快的同学们毕业是多么的心痛啊!!!

虽然我在这儿也交到了新朋友,但是还是觉得你们还是最好的!在这儿人家的态度好幼稚哦!是,他们是十九,二十岁但是他们根本没有群体生活想法,每个人都是先顾好自己的利益。我实在看不下去!还是觉得马来西亚好, 至少有人情味。

天啊!!!我的选择当初是否是对的吗?

Friday, November 13, 2009

The Important Things in LIFE

I was going through ppl's blog today( a bit too free...LOL) and I came across Ps Andy's blog and I find this to be very true and thought of sharing it with you. YES YOU!!!=)

The most destructive habit……………… Worry
The greatest joy……………………………… Giving
The greatest loss……………………………… Loss of Self-Respect
The most satisfying work………………… Helping Others
The ugliest personality trait……………… Selfishness
The most endangered species …………… Dedicated Leaders
Our greatest natural resource …………… Our Children & Youth
The greatest “shot in the arm”…………… Encouragement
The greatest problem to everyone ……… Fear
The most effective sleeping pill …………… Peace of Mind
The most crippling failure disease ……… Excuses
The most powerful force in life…………… Love
The most dangerous pariah………………… A gossiper
The world’s most incredible computer… The brain
The worst thing to be without …………… Hope
The deadliest weapon ………………………… The Tongue
The two most power-filled words………… I Can
The greatest asset ……………………………… Faith
The most worthless emotion ……………… Self – pity
The most beautiful attire …………………… Smile
The most prized possession………………… Integrity
The most powerful means of communication… Prayer
The most contagious spirit ………………… Enthusiasm
The most important thing in life ………… God

Therefore I shall learn from this and move on in life. I shall now dwell in the wonderment of confusion but walk in the Light for HE is my Guide!His word is a lamp unto my feet and a light unto my path!! Amen=)

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Decisions, Decisions, Decisions...

I'm plagued to decide all sorts of choices that are given to me. Choices that will effect my adventure here in the US. Rushmore or Chicago? Artifacts or Essays? All sorts of decisiosn to decide. To choose which group of friends to go with and I have no idea who I wanna join or where I wanna go. People will get hurt if I decide to or against and I do not want to be the person that people hate. Already I have done so many things wrong and I don't know why and how it happened?

Things are not easy. Choices are offered and decisions have to be made and all have to be done fast! I hate this feeling... Why can't we do things like back home? WHat happened to being a last minuter? Sorry no such thing when ur in US...

I wish things would be easier. I wish there was a book that tells me what should I do. I wish that God would just let me know which is the best road to take and just close the others so that I do not feel regretful and look at my opportunity cost.

May the Lord help me and give me strength!!!

LORD Unto your hands I commit again!!!